I am so depress rite now!! There are alot of things that I need to think, esp MONEY! huh! I donnow how long I can stand on this situation..So far I think it is under control temporary, but I don't know in the future later.. So, just wait and see. I don't know how can I stop to full fill all my leasure and need. But start from today, I think I need to start to learn about it. I know it is not as easy for me, even thought other people manage to do it..But I will try my best! huh!~